Everything changes when I came to ite , there's so much problem that happened . Me and boyfriend kept on fighting . Maybe just maybe ,, or even it is true that im the problem . I have to face all the consequences of my problems . I really don't know what to do for us not to fight . I tried my best and still trying to change for the better . It's just that whatever I did , was wrong . What could possibly be the cause . I can't blame my boyfriend . Not his fault after all . I just wish I am happier with him always .

To beloved boyfriend . I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble . Always making you angry . I'm speechless when you say that , what's coming up , you're waiting . How long you can be with me . It all hurts so much . It does . I know it's all my fault . I know it's all about me . You are a great guy .

This post is specially for my boyfriend , Amirul .

There are many first-time with you , like , watching movies , treating meals , buying each other cute little things for special occassions , like , birthdays and monthsaries , and fighting over the phone .

Frankly speaking , there's nothing much to talk  to each other onthe phone rather than talking to each other , face to face , eye to eye . which makes us go ''awwwww''

We spend so much time together , i wonder if you knew  ,

that everytime i see you smile , i feel like it's in you ....

every word you say , everything you do ,

makes my heart sing ,

''la , la , la , laaa ..... la , la , la laaa...''

I may be childish , pampered bbut all you did was entertained me  , somehow i didn't have that much attention with my ex's .

i really appriciate everything that you did for me , the things that i've never done that is how it feels to be truly love by someone like ,,

YOU

Hey awesome peeps !

How long has it been since my last post ?

Damn , way too long . Long enough as you can see the last post . DUH !

I'll give a good reason for you . Why i didnt blog for so long .

It is because i do not have any phone and internet working on my computer , as my parents , stepmom and my dad , thinks that i'll misused it . Tsk ! What do they expect ? Oh come on , who the hell don't use a computer , me thinks so , i need it to contact my boyfriend , like very seriously .

For me no phone nevermind , as long as there's internet , i can just contact him throught socialization webs , right ?

So anyways , i miss blogging .

On Wednesday , i went out with boyfriend and his friend ( Raihan ) with his girlfriend .

That's make it a DOUBLE DATE .

So i went to Lot One to meet Raihan's girlfriend ( somehow i kinda didnt ask his girlfriend her name personally , so i dont know her name. ) , i thoought i was late but somehow , she was also late , but before she came .....

Geng.... Geng ... Geng......

Boyfriend came to the rescue !

Hahahahaahah!!!

He came towards me with a suprise  , and i'm so glad he didnt have extra class because i want to spend more time with him . We waited for Raihan's girlfriend to reach , she's pretty and friendly of course ! Boyfriend keep persuading me to talk to her .

Malu , malu , kuching .

After meet her and her boyfriend , i followed boyfriend home as he wanted to change , so as the other lovely couple ( Raihan and girlfriend ) .

After that off to Plaza Singapura , to watch BREAKING DAWN , * thumbs up*

Sadly the last part i missed out , i was feeling nausea ,when i saw too much blood , i'm kinda phobia with blood .

Raihan's girlfriend kept asking me , "okay tak tak mimi ? okay tak ? ''

Cute right ?

She was concerned , maybe my face was paleuntil she kept asking the same thing ?

hmmmm.......

i miss baby so much now . I had an amazing date with boyfriend despite all the arguements.

Which relationships does not argue right ?

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On Thursday , my dad , stepmom , half-brothers and two of my siblings went to Johor . Myself , my maid and my half baby sister stayed at home .

Supposingly.

Somehow my younger sister Sarah call me , to asked me out with mummy . so I get ready and went out to took a bus to Somerset to meet mummy . So we do our rounds to find Forever 21 outlet around the area , to find a baseball jacket for my another little sister , Hazirah , 13th birthday which was on the 2nd December , Friday .

But there was no stock , me and Sarah bought jeans at Forever 21 . It was on sale .

It cost around $19/- Quite cheap .

I reached home around 12.30 midnight just after my dad came back and time for sleep . But me I can’t sleep after having MacDonalds before going home .

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Sunday , my dad says there’s a party going on and he asked me to bring my siblings , I do not know want occasion it was and with who , anyway I’m going .

The another awesome part is , 3 more days to 8 monthsary ♥